| Thurs April 1 2004.
Went to bed at 3:30am, got up at 10:15am. Very
tired and sore when I got up. Have been drinking lots of water. Kept
pitching
forward when I tried to bend to pull pants up so balance is way off.
Legs
feel very weak and tired. Having an emotional crises starting about
7:30pm.
Dragging feet when I walk and frequent urination tonight.
Fri April 2 2004. Ended up staying up all night
(was tired but couldn't
go to sleep). Took Equisetum 5c at 10am today. Legs very tired and
sleepy
all day. Right ankle turning easily and still having frequent
urination.
Have had a sore spot in my stomach occasionally for awhile, left side
just
under bottom rib, sore and bloated feeling.
Sat April 3 2004. Went to bed at 4am, got up at
12:30pm. Legs tired
today, kept catching my feet on each other. My wife says it happens
more
when I try to rush so I won't keep other people waiting. Right ankle
still
turning when I stand. At times I can't seem to lift my foot off the
floor.
Took remedy in 7c potency late tonight.
Sun April 4 2004. Went to bed at 4:30am (was
still awake at 7am). got
up at 12:30pm. Had trouble even sitting up in bed (was tired and sore).
Have no ambition or desire to do anything (have to force myself). Will
take the remedy in 9c potency late tonight.
Mon April 5 2004. Went to bed at 4:30am, got up
at 12:30pm. Very tired,
don't seem to get rested from sleep. Have been drinking a lot of water
so bladder gets full but have been able to hold it ok. Took remedy in
12c
potency at 12:30 tonight. Have been very thirsty for several days. I
drink
a couple glasses of water every night.
Tues April 6 2004. Went to bed at 4:30am, got up
at 10am. Both shoulders
had pain when I started to get up (worse on right side). Bladder has
been
good. Stools have been loose and mostly gas. Very tired (want to take a
nap but can't fall asleep). Right foot felt like it was stuck to the
floor
a couple of times today. Ears ringing (was louder last night). Took the
15c tonight. Sneezed a little today.
Wed April 7 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, got up
at 11am. Was getting
a left sided headache before I went to bed, from back to front. Very
stiff
when I got up. Clothes seem to rub, left groin area, neck tight on left
side. Nose plugged up when I got up, discharge pretty clear but
couldn't
get much out so it seemed to be sticky. Took the 18c tonight. Bladder
ok.
Seem to be feeling very frustrated.
Thurs April 8 2004. Went to bed at 3am (was still
awake at 6am), got
up at 11am. Feet felt like ice all night and looked purple when I got
up.
Bladder was over full and leaked as I got in the bathroom. Tried all
day
to take a nap but couldn't fall asleep. Took 24c tonight. Dragging
toes.
Was urinating more often today.
Fri April 9 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, woke up
at 9:30 but went back
to sleep till 12:30pm. Bladder has been ok, stomach cramped a couple of
different times and felt like I needed a stool but could only go a
little.
Had a right sided headache today, back of neck, temple and eye. Blew my
nose and got some bright red blood from right side. Took 30c in late
afternoon.
Generally just feeling tired with no ambition.
Sat April 10 2004. Went to bed at 3am, woke up a
couple of times early
but went back to sleep, got up at 11am. Had the sensation of a short
circuit
in my head when I raised my head from the pillow during the night. Had
an erotic dream last night. Picked foot up to put pants on this morning
and felt a pull in low back, have had pain there ever since (very low
back,
just above tailbone). Bladder ok, still getting stomach cramps and an
empty
feeling in pit of stomach. Ears still ringing (worse at night). Took
the
200c.
Sun April 11 2004. Went to bed at 1am, got up at
9:45am. Can't seem
to get comfortable in bed, wake up frequently and have been waking up
with
a headache for several days (usually goes away after getting up).
Bladder
has been ok, even when I have to urinate have been able to hold it. Low
back still sore. Still hyper extending knees (they snap back and lock
when
I stand). Every time I eat my stomach cramps. Took the 1M today.
Mon April 12 2004. Went to bed at 2am, got up at
8:15am. Have trouble
falling asleep because I can't find a comfortable position to sleep in.
Don't feel rested when I wake up. Knees lock when I stand making it
difficult
to reach down even to pull my pants up. Bladder is ok. Stopped to look
outside this afternoon and went to step, I went but left foot wouldn't
lift and I fell forward (I did catch myself and got up fairly easily).
When I walk today right foot stays straight but left foot turns out
about
10 degrees and left knee has a slight pain (used to be much worse).
Right
shoulder still has pain, worse when I reach behind me.
Tues April 13 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, got up
at 10:45am. Had heartburn
last night and most of my pain today is a burning type pain (stomach,
right
shoulder etc). Bladder a little worse today. Had some diarrhea once
this
afternoon. Catching feet on each other today. Legs feel weak. Getting a
headache tonight (mainly in left eye), am tired and not in a real good
frame of mind (worry).
Wed April 14 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, got up
at 11:30am. Headache
got worse overnight, woke up at 8am and it felt like the top of my head
would explode, went back to sleep, when I got up was mainly left sided
(back of head, temple and around eyes, worse on left). Finally late in
the day took some sil 30c, headache started to ease up late in the
evening
after the third dose. Didn't drink much so I wouldn't have to get up to
urinate (didn't have the strength).
Thurs April 15 2004. Went to bed at 12:30am, got
up at 8:15am. Felt
good not having that headache. Feel like maybe I have a little more
ambition
today. A little sore from sitting all day yesterday. Tues and Wed felt
like a pimple inside right nostril, today feels like that is gone but
feels
like nose is blocked way in the back, nothing comes out. Bladder has
been
ok today.
Fri April 16 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, got up
at 9:15am. Felt like
I would have gotten a headache had I stayed in bed. Legs are sore. When
I pull my legs up in bed knees pop (sounds loud to me). Ears ringing.
Still
have the tendency to stand on outside edges of feet and lock knees. Sat
outside in the sun today for a long time, skin is red and looks like a
burn but it feels ok. Bladder has been good.
Sat April 17 2004. Went to bed at 4:30am, got up
at 11am. Lost balance
and fell after getting up (must have still been half asleep). After I
got
up from falling, wife commented on my standing on outside edge of feet
and ankles turning. Knees locking pretty bad today, very difficult
stepping
down steps etc. when knees are locked. Have noticed I catch my feet on
each other today (I have pushed myself more because the weather was
nice).
Bladder has been good. Still no ambition to do things that need to be
done.
Sun April 18 2004. Went to bed at 3am, got up at
9:30am. Have had a
pretty lazy week, weather has been pretty nice and I've stayed outside
a big part of it. Bladder good, have had gas but unable to pass a
stool.
Was starting to get a headache from the sun today so I moved to the
shade
and it went away.
Mon April 19 2004. Went to bed at 4am, got up at
10:30am. Very stiff
and hard to move this morning (back, legs arms etc.). Gas pains, sore
left lower stomach down to groin on left side, empty feeling in
stomach.
Feet started jerking last night and are still doing it. Toes pulling up
last night in bed. Shoes feel tight and feet have a burning sensation
(loosening
them didn't change anything. Have a headache (top of head), not bad
pain, think
it may be from a change in weather (has been very windy since last
night).
Ordered next remedy today.
Tues April 20 2004. Went to bed at 3am, got up at
11:15am. Stomach has
felt empty all day (eating doesn't correct it). Not a headache really
just
pressure in top of head and around eyes. Ears have been ringing very
loud
all day.
Wed April 21 2004. Went to bed at 3am, got up at
9:30am. Got up once
to urinate last night (have been getting up once most nights lately).
Had
a headache and backache when I got up (very stiff, hard to move).
Tendency
to fall forward when I bend down even while sitting. Headache eased up
after moving around. Headache came back (mainly just a sore feeling).
Pick
feet up high because my toes drop (trying not to drag toes). Haven't
done
anything today but feel very tired, eyes blur when I read. Remedy not
here
yet.
Thurs April 22 2004. Went to bed at 4am, got up
at 10:30am. Made it
all night without getting up. Cramp in left calf when I woke up, right
leg felt weaker than left (tended to give out when I stood). Standing
on
outside edges of feet and locking knees when standing. Stomach pains
(felt
empty and needed a stool), stool soft with some burning but felt better
for it. Toes pulling up while sitting. Since shoes have been feeling
tight
even when untied I am not wearing shoes today (drag toes worse without
shoes). Ears ringing loud today. Took my remedy at 4:30pm.
A couple of hours after taking the remedy the ear
ringing seemed to
get louder for about an hour then went back to the level it was. Still
loud but normal for me. Have a little more sinus drainage with a
metallic
taste. Have a stitching pain in right groin area and legs feel a little
different, can't articulate how they feel different, just a feeling.
Can't
say for sure yet if it's from the remedy, just keeping notes.
Fri April 23 2004. Went to bed at 4am, got up at
11:45am. Made it all
night. bladder good. Still have the metallic taste in my mouth. Tongue
is mostly pink, only a few spots on it. Was still difficult to get up
this
morning. Back of legs a little sore but may feel slightly stronger.
Balance
still bad. Ears still ringing today. Feels like I'm able to step
better,
nothing major (I still have the back, knee and shoulder pain) just have
the impression I'm stepping better.
Sat April 24 2004. Went to bed at 3am, got up at
11:45am. Got up once
through the night, bladder was not too good till late afternoon today.
Got up very sore all over (probably because I did more yesterday). Legs
feel looser but there is some muscle pain. Seem to stand from a sitting
position a little better. Stomach gets sore (from needing a stool).
Sun April 25 2004. Went to bed at 4:30am, got up
at 11am. Shoulders
and chest very sore. Trouble standing this morning (kept falling to the
left or forward). Bladder gets full quick early in the day and gets
better
later in the day. Seem to have a little more resolve to do things.
Stomach
a little sore and making noises. Last couple of times I ate pizza I
noticed
my lips felt sore later in the night.
Mon April 26 2004. Went to bed at 2:30am, got up
at 10am. Just got water
for a stool last night. Had been unable to crawl across the bed for
some
time but was able to do it last night. Different story this morning
(had
trouble getting up). Seem to be dragging feet today and ears ringing
loud.
Back hurts and frequent urination early.
Tues April 27 2004. Went to bed at 2am, got up at
8:45am. Crawling across
bed was more difficult last night, did not have to get up to urinate
all
night. Difficult to walk today (dragging feet), very sleepy all day.
Bladder
good but stomach sore with gas all day, stools mainly water. Craving
fruit,
ate quite a few raisins (may explain the gas and stools). Legs sore
today.
Wed April 28 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, got up
at 10:30am. Am very
down, lost interest in doing anything. Woke up with a headache and
sinuses
plugged up. Eyes kinda sore, trouble picking feet up. So many things I
need to be doing and just no energy or motivation to do them. Knees
have
been locking worse again the last couple of days. Ears ringing very
loud.
Still get that metallic taste from sinus.
Thurs April 29 2004. Went to bed at 2:30am, got
up ay 9am. Had a headache
when I got up (left temple and top of head). Bladder was good till
early
evening then started urinating about every half hour. Was tired all day
but ear ringing and headache kept me awake. Very sore tonight from
overexertion
(back and arms). Had an episode of worry during afternoon (over bills
and
things that need to be done around the house that I can't do).
Fri April 30 2004. Went to bed at 3am, got up at
9:30am. Did good crawling
across bed last night even with the back pain. Woke up with headache
(went
away after a little while), plugged up, metallic taste in mouth,
offensive
breath, coughed up phlegm (white). Back and arms sore. Bladder seems
ok.
Remedy came today, I mixed it and took the first dose at 7:30 tonight,
it has been 3 hours now and I haven't noticed anything (I may be
feeling
a little different in my attitude but it's too early to say for sure).
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