| Tues June 1 2004.
Went to bed at 4am, got up at 8:45am. Woke up to
sweat running off forehead, very tired. Difficult to get dressed (kept
falling, could not stand unassisted and legs very weak). Back feels
like
it will break (lumbar region). Ankles turn, feet feel heavy and feels
like
they put a strain on ankles when I lay down. Not in a good place
emotionally
right now (have things to do and am simply too tired to do them so I
feel
guilty). Wanted to sleep all day but couldn't.
Wed June 2 2004. Went to bed at 2am, got up at
9am. Neck feeling stiff
and slight headache. Took a couple of minutes before I could get out of
bed. Very difficult to stand or walk, legs stiff and sore. Ankles
turning.
Eyes very tired. Headache kept getting worse, back of head in neck.
Took
Puls 30 about 5pm today, haven't noticed anything so far.
Thurs June 3 2004. Went to bed at 2am, got up at
9:30am. I'm not pain
free but the pain isn't as bad. Back doesn't feel like it will break.
Neck
feels better. Stood up to get dressed without falling for the first
time
in awhile (still not stable but at least less unstable). Getting a
headache
from reading too much (overusing eyes). Ears still ringing loud.
Fri June 4 2004. Went to bed at Midnight, got up
at 8am. Back hurts
some but not bad. Balance not as good as yesterday. Neck still a little
stiff and eyes still a little sore. Left nostril plugged when I got up
(nothing would come out). Ears still ringing. Feel ok except for the
sore
eyes but still can't make myself deal with certain things. Mood very
down.
Sat June 5 2004. Went to bed at Midnight, got up
at 10am. Back hurting
more, difficult to stand. Stomach making strange noises. Had some
diarrhea
early afternoon (slimy texture). Had right sided headache. Legs weak
(couldn't
bend to pick up something from floor). Ears ringing loud (very
intense).
Find myself staying to myself (not interested in any contact with
people).
Sun June 6 2004. Went to bed at 2am, got up at
9:30am. Took remedy again
before bed (in water 10 succussions), got up at 4:30 to urinate (got
dizzy
and legs felt weak and shaky). Legs weak today, could stand without
falling
but it took all my concentration. Ears still ringing loud. Still tend
to
favor being alone (avoid contact with people).
Mon June 7 2004. Went to bed ay 4:30am, got up at
9am. Very difficult
to stand (kept falling). Legs sore. Ears ringing and feel dizzy. Knees
locking up making it difficult to sit down or step. Fighting depression
and unfortunately it feels like I'm losing.
Tues June 8 2004. Went to bed at 1am, got up at
10:30am. Was angry and
down on myself when I went to bed for not being able to do what needs
to
be done financially. Didn't feel well when I got up, all the pain was
back, back felt like it would break, legs stiff and sore, couldn't
stand
to pull clothes up, couldn't bend over. Legs sore (upper leg in back).
Wed June 9 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, got up at
8am. Back doesn't
hurt as bad. Legs sore. Wasn't easy but did manage to stand long enough
to pull clothes up. Not sure about mood yet (still having trouble
dealing
with some things). Storms today and head and nose feel kind of plugged
up.
Thurs June 10 2004. Went to bed at 12:30am, got
up at 9:30am. Took 1M
before bed. Was very cold when I went to bed (wasn't cold in the
house).
Woke up sweating, back and legs sore. Trouble standing to get dressed,
knees wouldn't bend. Ankles (mainly right) turning bad and legs very
stiff.
Pain in right shoulder (now feels like from overwork, burning pain).
Fri June 11 2004. Went to bed at 2am, got up at
10am. Legs very stiff
and sore. Trouble bending knees and standing. Feet and legs jerk
occasionally
today. Ears ringing very loud. No ambition to do things (have to really
force myself to even check email). Legs are very tired feeling.
Sat June 12 2004. Went to bed at 1am, got up at
11am. Legs stiff and
sore when I got up (that didn't ease up), slight headache (got better
after
moving around). Had to grab something to steady myself 3 times while
getting
dressed. Some pain in low back (right at belt line). Legs sore (back of
legs at top).
Sun June 13 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, got up
at 9:15am. Right leg
gave out twice while getting up. Legs tired. Legs and feet itched bad
all
night, have some sores on legs today (don't know if they are insect
bites
or something else). Took Bry 30 this afternoon (haven't noticed any
difference
yet). Problem of not wanting to deal with certain things is still with
me (I even avoid my computer).
Mon June 14 2004. Didn't go to bed last night,
felt tired but just couldn't
go to sleep. Legs are tired as a result today. Still have those
thoughts
about bills etc. Ears ringing. Slept for about an hour sitting in my
chair
today. Nothing else has changed.
Tues June 15 2004. Went to bed at 2am, got up at
11am. Very stiff and
sore when I got up. Couldn't stand on my own. Noticed 3 or 4 more small
spots
on my legs last night and had some itching again (had not been out to
get
any insect bites this time). Had my wife look at them to see if they
were
anything like measles etc (she said no).
Wed June 16 2004. Went to bed at 2:30am, got up
at 8:30am. Legs feel
very weak today, couldn't stand on my own and couldn't bend over to
pick
anything up from the floor (that is always a problem). Knees won't
bend.
Ankles turing bad since last night. Ears never stop ringing (is
constant
so I only really notice it when it's pretty loud). Legs have been even
more tired and weak today.
Thurs June 17 2004. Went to bed at 3:30am, got up
at 1pm. Had trouble
going to sleep (worry), still on my mind when I got up. Legs tired and
weak. All symptoms still with me but intensified because of the mental
stress.
Fri June 18 2004. Went to bed at 3am, got up at
11am. Very stiff and
sore when I got up, legs and low back. Stood up to get dressed and fell
back on bed, knees wouldn't bend. Cell salts came today got them in 2
times.
Took first dose in late afternoon, wife seemed to think I was walking a
little better after a couple of hours (I'm not sure yet), legs still
feel
sore but should know a little better tomorrow.
Sat June 19 2004. Went to bed at 1am, got up at
11:45am. Had trouble
sleeping (maybe still stress and worry). Legs sore but seemed more
stable
when I stood up. Spots on legs seem to be going away (not as many and
the
ones still there look smaller). Mood doesn't feel much better. Legs
still
sore tonight.
Sun June 20 2004. Went to bed at 1am, got up at
10:30am. Everything
left sided today, stiff neck, headache and nose plugged up. Legs stiff
and some low back pain, good news is that I could get up from a chair
easier
so legs seem to be a little stronger.
Mon June 21 2004. Went to bed at 12am (was still
awake at 3am), got
up at 7am. Not easy to stand, legs very sore, knees hard to bend.
Although
legs are sore it does feel easier to step. Stomach is sore (even after
a stool).
Tues June 22 2004. Went to bed at 1am, got up at
8am. Started getting
a stiff shoulder and neck on right side last night, settled in
overnight.
Right ankle turning bad since last night. Legs still sore but knees
seem
to be bending a little better. Slight headache tonight from working on
a computer all day, dealing with tech support etc.
Wed June 23 2004. Went to bed at 1:30am, got up
at 8:15am. Very stiff,
knees hard to bend, unable to step flat much of the time (ankles
turning).
Had headache all day (was around cats and dogs for hours yesterday)
Nose
plugged up. Have been very tired all day and unstable on feet.
Thurs June 24 2004. Went to bed at 1:30am, got up
at 9:15am. Knees and
back popped and cracked when I stood up last night. Had headache, stiff
neck (left side) and sore back and legs when I got up this morning.
Headache
eased up after moving around, back eased up some, legs still feel sore.
Right knee got sore towards end of the day.
Fri June 25 2004. Went to bed at 2:30am, got up
at 9:40am. Started on
Bioplasma (all 12 cell salts) last night. Legs felt tired this morning
and left knee gave out when I stood up, didn't have the headache
though.
Legs feel tired and weak but seems a little easier to get up and not
much
pain, do still drag toes.
Sat June 26 2004. Went to bed at 2:30am, got up
at 9:30am. Slept on
right side, woke up with stiff neck (right), pain in right knee (unable
to support my weight on that leg), slight pain in back (right side).
Ears
ringing loud the last couple of days (so loud it's hard to hear other
things).
Right leg felt weak all day (felt stiff in top back of leg).
Sun June 27 2004. Went to bed at 2:30am, got up
at 9am. Slept on left
side (while that knee didn't hurt when I got up it was weak). Left knee
gave out while trying to pick a shoe up from floor, fell but knee
didn't
hurt like it used to. Some low back pain but no headache so far. Have a
couple of spots on left foot. Feels like maybe a pimple on tip of nose,
one inside nose and maybe behind right ear. Feet feel cold tonight.
Mon June 28 2004. Went to bed at 4:15am, got up
at 9:45am. Slept on
right side and right knee and shoulder were sore when I got up. Pain
eased
up after awhile, weak feeling in right leg stayed and right ankle
turning
(difficult to step flat on that foot). Have caught my feet on each
other
a couple of times today.
Tues June 29 2004. Went to bed at 2:30am, got up
at 8am. Both knees
hurt when I got up (knees hurt if I locked knees but legs would not
hold
my weight if I didn't). Couldn't stand long enough to pull clothes up.
Very tired. Mental state may be a little better. Not doing well sitting
down (knees won't bend and I end up having to fall into a seat with
legs
stiff). Slight headache and ears ringing.
<>Wed June 30 2004. Went to bed at 2:30am, got up at
8am. Slept on right
side and right knee was sore when I got up. Feet and legs feel tired.
Eyes
very tired and nose has been plugged up. Legs feeling pretty weak today.
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